Honey and Clover

The title speaks of the anime I'm currently watching and how it has helped me analyze a few more things. I can relate so much to this anime. I love it because it's slice of life and it's being realistic in a lot of ways.

Something happened lately that took me back to some things in the past again and made me think about it. And how I kept on asking what God wants to show me then but I just can't help saying, "Why Lord?" during those times. Last Wednesday, in our Bible Study at church, the pastor also talked about it and it relieved me to think that I was all "Why" then and I found the answer after some really long journey of struggles. The pastor is right, we should be more focused on "What Lord?" than "Why".

While laying down and thinking about things, I realized there are people I run to whenever I feel down and they make me feel better or bad but it has always been helpful. And it dawned on me that God surrounded me these people to show that I am weak and foolish at times and they're there to help and guide me through. So I'm very thankful.

Well, like Honey and Clover, my life is a drama but it's a good one. And I know that I'll continue to grow and become better in time. The journey is long and I wonder how far I can go without looking back. XD