Spare...

I should have deleted this blog a long time ago but it's still here. I don't have enough will to do it. I don't know how long this will stay but maybe I'll have that will in the near future.

As of now, I'll just let this blog be and let it be a spare blog that I can use.

I know this still has its purpose.

nothing worthwhile to do..

Im here in the office with nothing to do and wasting precious time.. *sigh*

Several hours from now, I'll be worrying about my report again. It's been like this for three straight days. No QAs to do, no new bugs to test, no code pushes to be done. That's why I have time to update this so called blog of mine. Hehehehe

I've been thinking about what to post on my blog contest entry. I can't think of any good ideas. Maybe I'm just not so motivated or maybe I really don't have good thinking. *another sigh*

Another thing, I've been feeling so low and gloomy this past few days. Is this another one of those Pre-Mentrual Syndromes?

how I love pretty avatars

This is the avatar I'm using in m profiles in the web. I just wish I could be as pretty as she is.

When I was young I wanted to be an artist but then I am not talented enough. If I were, i could have made as many images as I could like this one. As you can notice, this one looks like a girl in animes. And yes, you're right, I'm an anime fan.

Soon, I'll start learning some graphic applications so that I can have more pretty avatars.

Feeling down

Another boring day for me..


Maybe this is due to something that happened last night. My two closest boardmates (they're sisters actually) got into a fight and being the big sister, I was the one who got in the middle and stopped them. I hadn't stopped them actually, just said nasty things to add to their hazy minds.


They were arguing about something so petty that I was shocked when one of them started banging on my door and they started shouting at each other until one of them slapped the other and the other throw something at her sister. They were also talking about lack of respect and Ive been wondering what respect they were talking about when if I look deeper, both of them doesn't have it. So I interrupted them and said something like "If any of you wants respect for yourselves, be the one to show it first." That didn't stopped them from throwing more nasty words at each other but I'm sure it got straight into their being.

The younger sister cried, the elder sister didn't. But in the morning, they both have swollen eyes and big eye bags. Perhaps they both cried. Anyway,I hope they won't get into another fight again because I might drag them both outside and hand each of them a knife.


Hehehehe.. kidding.

Harry Potter OOTP

Hi There!!

Haven't posted for a while, then I saw this in the site I visit the most. I decided to upload it here too.

I'm a fan of the books and the movies. I can't wait till it shows in cinemas here in the country.

Thankful

I haven’t written anything for several days. I have long wanted to write but didn’t find the time, so, I’m writing now.

God has been so good to me and will always be. I celebrated my birthday last week. There were no parties and gifts, there were only greetings. But I’m happy, because some people remembered my birthday.

I thank God for providing me everything I need and for giving me this wonderful life. For more than 20 yrs, I have seen how faithful he has been. Although I was never born in a wealthy family, I still live an abundant life because I found out that God is everything I need. Through Him, I love.

Hmmm, more of this some other time… I got to get back to work. hehehe

About a friend…

March 26, 2007 9:00 am

I am in the office, checking the reports of my teammates when I heard the alarm tone of my cp. So I fumbled for it in my bag and thought “What day is it today? Did I miss something?” After I found my phone, I saw that my reminder had set off the alarm. It’s my friend’s birthday.

She’s one of my bestfriends, what I am today is mostly her influence. She’s a good friend, smart, pretty and adorable. I met her when I was in my first yr as a college student. We were staying in the same boarding house. She’s from Mindanao, so I learned the Cebuano language from her. I can’t speak the language but can understand some terms and phrases. She’s taking up Accounting then, I was taking up Marketing.

We went along very well. We used to go out together. Visit different places together. She went to our house and I went to her relatives’ house where she’s staying while studying away from home. Sometimes we will skip classes just to stroll in the mall, watch a movie or just enjoy each other’s company. I treated her as a bestfriend, as a teacher and as a sister. I still remember those times that we will talk from sunset to sunrise about anything. I have loved her above anyone else. But sometimes, some good things never last.

I haven’t expected that her grades are failing. Because I thought she’s smarter than I am. Then, I had developed several circles of friends and when I was in my second year I often hang out with my classmates because we were so busy doing projects and term papers. From there, I had less time with her. So we seldom talk to each other. But we’re still bestfriends. I soon found out that she has several failing subjects. She seldom goes to school and she spends most of her time sleeping.

I wish I knew her problem but I don’t. She acts normally, laughs a lot and looks like everyday is a happy day for her. Then we got into a fight that ruined our friendship. It’s sad. She never talked to me for a month or so. And we were never close again after that. I graduated college and she stopped schooling. I wish I could help her. She’s still my friend and she’ll always be.

Two years ago, she went back to her hometown and we still communicate through cellphones. I hope she could go back here so we could see each other again. And I hope she could finish her studies, too. My wish for her on this special day is: may she find her true love, and be happy for the rest of her life.

What I love doing…

This is one of those boring days when I can’t make up my mind about what I really want or what I really wanted to do. I have this task that I have to finish in order to start a new one but I guess I’m stuck for now... *sigh*

What do I love doing? Well, I like reading. Short stories appeal to my senses. When I was young I think of writing short stories but now that I’ve come of age, I realize that I don’t write that well. Whenever, I feel like writing and starts to take hold of a pen and a sheet of paper, all those wonderful ideas just evaporate leaving my mind empty. Maybe, I’m just not into it or I am not trying my best.

Anyway, I created this blog to be a home of my thoughts, a mirror of my life, and a reflection of my personality. So now when I feel like writing anything, I will visit this blog and post something here. I still don’t know what the purpose of this blog to me but maybe I will just see it in due time. I will just continue what I started.

The internet connection is back now, time for work again….

about me

(Note: This will be my first post so I apologize for the wrong grammar and if I don’t write very well.)

Twenty-two years ago, in a far away land, was born a brilliant child who is destined to change lives of many people (I am not entirely sure of this but for now I think that’s my purpose). She grew up to be a quiet, smart, loving girl and she is favored by her father above her other siblings (I am not sure of this, too, but my father used to say that I am his favorite daughter).

I attended a public school in elementary where I was accelerated to Grade 1. I never studied nursery or pre-school, and if that happened in today’s generation you can call me a gifted child then. My teacher never noticed me, until I started sleeping in her classes. She would wake me up and gave me several kinds of punishment like answer the problems she wrote in the blackboard or flash cards at me with mathematic equations that I have to answer as fast as I can. I just made her amazed because even though I slept most of the time I usually answered her questions correctly. But then, teachers still hate sleeping pupils so I never got to the honor list. I just found out that I was her favorite pupil when I was already in high school.

I was an honor student from grade 2 to grade 6 plus my parents were so proud since I was awarded Best in Science because I used to compete with other schools in science quizzes. I was so innocent that time that I didn’t know how brilliant I am (hahaha!).

Anyway, I took an admission test in order to be admitted in the school where I will be spending my secondary education and I was so confident that I will pass the exam but I never expected to be on the top list. I was popular during my high school days. But my teachers hated me because they thought I am a nerd.

My college days were brighter than my high school because I got to know the value of life and friendship. I was friendlier and I actually had several groups of friends. I am not the silent type anymore. I can talk from sunset to sunrise if there is someone kind enough to chat with me and listen to anything I say. Friends were more important for me than my family then, but too much of anything is not good, so God started to teach me (us actually, my friends and I) some lesson. Until now those friends are still my bestfriends because we passed the test that came our way (hehehe).

I graduated college without flying colors but I was happy because I went to the most prestigious school in the country and being admitted alone is an honor (;)). Currently, I am working in an outsourcing company. Until here for now, I’ll think of a better article next time but maybe I’ll be copy pasting some of my posts here (Junelle said this is my blog and I can post whatever I want).